A Leap into the Pit

Thousands pages I've read,many stories i've heard,
telling me voices of hearts,journey with no end
for unforgetable meeting I've been,
for every joyfull laughter I've shared,
and for each struggle I've done,
How should I see my journey?
With stars won't shed their light,
nor the moon won't smile to me,
And nights keep me close in his darkness,
Where is the road I usually take?
It seems, line of choices has led me ashtray,
I've lost my guidance, and all wishes are fading away,
One hope whom I take won't be my friend at all,
Once again I falling down into a bottomless pit,
But this time, I went down smiling,
though no one will care about it.