Just a smile

Somehow, the flower is there, I don't know why,
appear to be real, from the corner of my eye,
a common one with no speciality,
but if I look again it is not really pretty.

Someway, I always see it, I don't know why,
appear from a shadow, from the corner of my eye,
a temptation to my fragile soul so dear,
and when I search throughly, it just dissappear.

I though I just lost my mind an my sanity,
though it just a mirage, I really want to see it,
the way the flower bloom,
because of the wind blow.

So pretty, so beautiful,
an incredible and astonishing sight,
but when I tried to blow the dust away,
it never be a shiny one.

I sat and cried,
I can only blame myself,
for my soul is smashed and shattered,
It crumbles before I know it.

Though I understand that all I saw,
was only a mirage on the misty hill,
but really, it does really sooth me,
when I saw you smile, from bottom of your heart.

My confusion wish...

Knowing you is like seeing a view from the top of the cliff,
so beautiful and so exquisite,
If I can, I want to embrace it and keep it.
Though the place is dangerous with mist all around,
but the sign is always there show me the way.

But one day, the sign disappear before my eyes.
I don't know what happened,
but temptation of the view is calling me,
so I try to walk through the mist blindly and now I’m lost,
I cannot see anything. I don’t know where I am.

Am I already there?
Or I just walked across the border?
and now I’m falling down to the chasm?
Or is it worse? Am I already lying dead on its bottom?

Truly I don’t know the answer
because now I cannot think of any possibility.
In my confusion, I only wish...
I can see that view again like the first time I saw it.