I''m not ready to let you go

An old song had just played in my car when I drove back home last night.
Years before, I like it because of the rhytm. But yesterday when I really listened to it, it's making me seeing moments of moments in my head.
Yeah... seems that I'm being dellusional again, like old times, when I always lost to my self....
but now days its different. Today I can say, even to myself that Ill never go off from center of my self no matter what.
I got not just only hope but also faith for everything happening in front of me, that everything is Allah's will, and I submitted to what'll happen next.
and this is because of you....

Postcard from heaven
by lighthouse family

If you never say goodbye
To the best thing in your life
There are things you don't appreciate
At all

So it's best that you don't try
Holding back the time
Are you ever gonna be
Quite satisfied

Postcard from heaven
Go to where you belong
Never find the perfect situation
Untill you know where you're from

If you ever say goodbye
No regrets, I won't ask why
And I wish you all the best luck
In the world

Should you ever change your mind
Holding back the sunshine
Are you ever gonna be
Quite satisfied

Postcard from heaven
Go to where you belong
Never find the perfect situation
Untill you know where you're from


PS.
and I'd never, ever said any goodbye to you,
but it doesn't mean I neglected your existance somehow,
on the contrary you are the center of my life,
I always know where I belong, thanks to you.
I don't know what the future holds for us,
but for now,...
I'll hold on to your hands you're given to me back then,
when you made me promise to you.

Foolish thing to do

I was force to believe
there are two certain uncertainties living in this world,
the first was one person destiny,
and second one was women thoughts...
Hell yeah...!
First she said OK, I'll go with you,
Second, we should take time,
then, won't you come here later?
I'm really too old for a game of love,
this really chipped my spirit away,
the good thing come from this event were...
IT make me worked like hell,
so I can realease all meaningless emotion into something usefull,
and IT makes me tend to talk too much,
making lame jokes just to get audience atention,
until some one wakes me up, "Hey man, are you all rite?"
GAH! that line remind me to one of my lecturer back in Britts
Anyway, I was a fool and always doing foolish thing...
so, you better stay where ever you are!