Weird...

I don't know what happened to me these days. My work keep have put me under a constant stress. Doing three work at the same time is really not a good idea. Well, I thought I could handle them, but eventually they not as easy as I thought. But hey... ! what the heck... this my choice anyway... Holly Crap! I have to blame her for everything I've choose these days. Breaking my heart, messed up my life... what else? Hmm, ... or probably I should I thank her? Anyway, some weird things happened to my head last night. Exhausted because of daily stuff, I went to bed early and there I was, sleeping like a dead log. Then at two in the morning I woke up, just like that. The most weird thing was that I felt fresh and my mind was never as clear as that time. Seems like I got enlightenment or something... I remember, at that time because I had nothing to do I tried to think every steps I took in my life. Finding whether it was right or wrong. If it was wrong, I planned every step to make it right. And somehow I got all answer for all my problems... Great huh? So I went to a night shalah, waiting for shubuh to come, have my shubuh shalah then got back to sleep again as usual. And the crappiest thing happened, I forgot every answer I had when I woke up! God is really had His jokes on me... wakakaka.... Really...