Loneliness Prayer

I've known, most of time I won't get what I want,
no matter how hard I tried,
crushing every bones, squeezing tears dry,
should I stopped having wishes? and dreams?
but giving up those dreams will leave my soul empty,
and I couldn't walk my journey without purpose,
people always said, it's the process not the outcome,
but really, I'm on te edge of my reasoning,
but please, ...oh God,
please make this one wish come true,
let me be the one whom You promised for me
for rest of my life...