My trusted friend is pain

Everytime I looked around,
it's always the same surely,
pain is always there to be found,
bring me to the edge of insanity.
never once I blame it for any,
cause I know I need it mostly,
to understand a little bit of me,
although sometimes it does scary,
but fear has to be crushed,
the courage needed to be found,
to defeat my self by my self,
swallow every bitter dirt smashed,
accepted any to keep the bind,
I found pain is the most trusted friend,
you'll know a lot of things,
that you still alive,
that you don't wanna be there again,
that you don't wanna caused them,
that you'll learn something,
that's why I believe it.