I like and I hate something

I like to laugh, even a simple joke is enough,
even it was a bad joke,
who come from other people,
I don't like if my joke hurt other,
although sometime I crossed the line,
but I'm really regret that.

I respect people who true to themself,
and I hate people who lying to me,
I'm just a simple and stubborn guy,
I said something as it is
although sometime it wasn't in the right time,
and I'm really sorry for that.

I like to help other people,
it makes me feel worthy of something,
they just have to ask simple and bluntly,
not talked to me too long,
yet some people think I got motive behind that,
let the time tell you all who's right or wrong.

I hate when people tell me what to do,
I'm no anybody's errand boy,
look to who you're talking to,
respect is all I need from you,
if you do not see me, then I will not see you too,
don't ask me why I did that 'cuz you know the answer already.

I know every people got something,
what I hate or I love,
I just trying to balance them out,
'cuz I don't wanna hate other,
'cuz I wanna like them,
'cuz I really like them all.

But then ...
I don't know why...
today...
this night...
I am thinking...
that I hate everyone...