Walking down the road

It is the rain of my soul and poured when the storm raging in my mind. When feelings and logics are tangle between right or wrong and win or lose. They are raising many funny questions and silly confusions along the line. These all are happening because I'm walking down the road I choose.

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Location: Paris van Java, West Java, Indonesia

I was born in Bandung, April 1976, and spent most of my education time in that same city. Living in a cool town with a moderate muslim family, somehow become important factors that carving my character. I'm a big fan of any satay, pempek and rujak (anything sweet-lah), and I created this notes as a place where I can write everything that crossed my mind. This writing is more like a journal, footsteps I leave behind as reminder mostly for myself and probably for my descendants. If you, readers, able learning one or two good things from this notes, that was really more than my expectation. Yet if I wrote something wrong or you have different opinion from mine, please let me know, will you? You also have to excuse me for that matter because I'm aware I'm no writer at all.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Awan yang marah!

Aku adalah awan dan awan adalah awan...
Karena itu aku selalu yang melayang-layang disana, sampai sang angin meniup ku pergi.
Engkaukah sang angin yang meminta ku bergerak?
jika bukan, persetan dengan mu!
Karena itu aku tak berbentuk yang pasti, terserah kehendak sang langit yang melukis ku.
Engkaukah sang langit yang berhak melukis ku?
jika bukan, persetan dengan mu!
Karena itu aku seringkali berwarna putih, kadang juga kelabu, seperti isi hatiku.
Buta dan tulikah engkau tak bisa melihat dan mendengarnya?
Jika memang begitu, persetan dengan mu!
Karena itu aku kadang penuh dengan air, tapi kadang cahaya mengelegar, seperti... awan yang lain.
Ahh...!!! Sungguh percuma berbicara dengan kamu yang dirinya paling benar, paling bijaksana! paling soleh! dan paling segalanya!
Aku takkan pernah memperhatikanmu selagi kau tak pernah mengindahanku!
Karena aku adalah awan dan awan adalah awan...

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