Walking down the road

It is the rain of my soul and poured when the storm raging in my mind. When feelings and logics are tangle between right or wrong and win or lose. They are raising many funny questions and silly confusions along the line. These all are happening because I'm walking down the road I choose.

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Location: Paris van Java, West Java, Indonesia

I was born in Bandung, April 1976, and spent most of my education time in that same city. Living in a cool town with a moderate muslim family, somehow become important factors that carving my character. I'm a big fan of any satay, pempek and rujak (anything sweet-lah), and I created this notes as a place where I can write everything that crossed my mind. This writing is more like a journal, footsteps I leave behind as reminder mostly for myself and probably for my descendants. If you, readers, able learning one or two good things from this notes, that was really more than my expectation. Yet if I wrote something wrong or you have different opinion from mine, please let me know, will you? You also have to excuse me for that matter because I'm aware I'm no writer at all.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

lari dari pilihan

Akhirnya cangkang itu pun pecah,
dan diriku bukanlah diriku,
kutebas semua dihadapan,
dengan tenaga kuayunkan golok,
kuminumkan racun,
tapi...
saat melihat pohon tua itu meranggas,
perlahan dan menderita,
suatu tempat di dalam jiwaku berteriak!
tempat yang kutikam berulang dan sekarat,
belumlah mati,
pada akhirnya keputusan itu,
tidak menjadi suatu keputusan,
dan pilihan itu tetap jadi suatu pilihan,
mungkinkah kita lari dari takdir kita?
lari dari pilihan yang ada?

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmm.... pilihan adalah pilihan my bro.. itu kenapa namanya pilihan... bahkan ketika tidak memilih pun itu juga merupakan suatu pilihan...
lari dari takdir adalah sebuah pilihan juga untuk bertemu takdir yang lain yang sudah tertulis rapi di file Pencipta skenario drama sebabak kita ini... toh dia menerima kompromi...

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