do I grow up?

Falling love, thousands feelings, broken heart, one feeling,
so now I felt a thousand and one feelings,
each time will be the same, yet questions are different,
for the first is what and what?
for the second are when and where?
for the third are why and how?
do I grow up after all those?
am I chasing a mirage? a fata morgana on dessert of life?
where is the spring water to quench my thirst?
which way should I take? do I take the right direction?
more questions with no answer, many thoughts with no solutions,
do I grow up in loving someone?
I wish I do... If not, tell me please...
cause I wanna learn... to love...